Good Days and Bad Days
An interesting weekend to say the least! The thing about being in here is that some days are good, and some days suck. Today is that sucky day. And although the good days generally outweigh the bad, the bad hit hard. Each day is different and I never know what to expect. Oliver went into heart failure at 10 days old and ever since he has proven so strong and tough to come this far without surgery. My poor darling is exhausted, he has been working hard with breathing and having desaturations since Friday, he went back onto Hiflow as he was just so exhausted. Its given him a break and he is finally resting after a very restless day. His surgery is creeping up on us and although the thought of my baby having open heart surgery terrifies me, i cant wait for this to be over and him not have to fight so hard anymore. I dont normally write posts like this, I like to share the good things and not the bad, there have been so many hurdles and struggles along the way. I like to be positiv